SUNSET IN A BOTTLE. ANXIETY LEVEL IS HIGHER. GIVING EVERYTHING I HAVE FROM THE INSIDE. IN THIS PAIN I FEEL 'ALIVE'. NEVER MESSING AROUND. HAVING OTHER PLANS AND PLANTS. I DO NOT BELONG IN A CAGE WITH A KEY. IT FEELS SO GOOD TO BE RETURNING TO "MARS". CAPITAL LETTERS ALL THE WAY. BUT WHEN WILL IT STOP? AND DO I HAVE TO SAY IT ONE MORE TIME? AND IN THE END IT AIN'T THAT COMPLICATED ANYMORE.