Honestly, I do love this spot right here. It just feels so peaceful at the moment of truth. Can't leave now. (I have been very unhappy during this time of my life... unwillingly). And everything might come back all over again... 🖤 Your mental health is important, don't forget that. 💭 I guess reading and thinking outside... And doing breathing exercises outside may help. It does feel amazing. Finding balance in life ain't easy (some people do struggle with their demons every single day, but hopefully a rainbow will show).